captivatelife

captivatelife @ 2006-07-03T12:11:00

2006-07-03T16:16:41Z

i found the boy i've been waiting my whole life to find.
we're alike in every way possible.
he's a twin, with a amazing talent of music.
he's got a laugh that every time i hear i cant help but to smile
he does the cutest things that make me feel like no one has ever made me feel.
he tells me how much he adores me, everyday every hour. i do the same
just hearing his voice brings a smile to my face
the little things he does just to make me happy
the way we can lay on his bed for hours and just make jokes at each other and laugh about it.
he never fails me.

i cant believe i found him.
this summer is now complete.

i couldnt ask for a better best friend, she flew across the country from japan home early because we couldnt stand being apart so long.
we spend amoust every hour together and never get sick of each other.
we took our "twins" on a picnic and showed them how girls should treat guys.
i really dont know what i would do without her.
all my flaws,she replaces them with her strengths.

captivatelife @ 2006-06-15T12:33:00

2006-06-15T16:34:00Z

haha i guess i'll have to reconsider who i help when they're drunk.
dont blame me for shit that you know i wouldnt do.
fucking idiots.

captivatelife @ 2006-06-12T23:01:00

2006-06-13T03:05:10Z

PARTIES,ROADTRIPS,PIT STOPS,DRUNK DRINKNG,SPEEDING TICKETS,SLEEPING IN CARS,GETTING DRUNK IN PUBLIC PLACES,SING ALONGS TO EISLEY AND EMERY,DRUNK TALKS,REDNECK PARTIES,HOOKUPS,HOUSE PARTIES,SKINNY DIPPING,DISNEY WORLD,HANGOVERS,STAKE N SHAKE,ASSHOLES,& SLIP N SLIDES WITH BABY OIL.

this summer couldnt get any better.
i really neeed s good quality digital camara.
i love everyday of this summer,and i cant imagine it getting any better then this

captivatelife @ 2006-06-04T00:32:00

2006-06-04T04:37:19Z

i'd have to say my life has done a 180 turn before my own eyes.
friendships have fallen apart, but ive found amazing people who complete me.
i now have two jobs, for the sake of my mom
i cant say i've become a better person, because that'd make me a liar
i've made a few mistakes,but i've learned from them and changed things.
i've been trying to prove to myself and everyone i can be someone
my dreams are becoming reality
im a happy person and i dont let anything bring me down anymore
my wild side has become to show more than ever, i like it

by the end of the summer,i'll have enough money to buy my dream car.
im happy.

captivatelife @ 2006-05-07T21:07:00

2006-05-08T01:07:53Z

from the hotel party to the late night movies; this weekend was amazing.

captivatelife @ 2006-04-28T15:38:00

2006-04-28T19:42:24Z

i'd have to say my life had come to a fork in the road, and i dont know which way to go.
i have all these positive things going for me, but i tend to look at the negative.

my work enviroment always seems to put me in a good frame of mind.
i rather work all weekend, then go out.
its werid of me to say, but i love everyone and everything there.

last weekend i went to the best party i've experianced.
i really hope theres more of those.

drama is bullshit, i rather just stop being friends with everyone causing it then try to resolve it.

summer is only 17 school days away.

captivatelife @ 2006-04-09T13:15:00

2006-04-09T17:15:05Z

work,sleep,school.
repeat. 7 days a week, thats my life.

captivatelife @ 2006-04-05T19:11:00

2006-04-05T23:11:49Z

i got a raise @ work.
not to mention they hired two really close friends.
work & school is pretty much my life now.
i dont mind that much, both will pay off in the end.
i need to stop skipping school though; its staring to get to me.

captivatelife @ 2006-03-28T16:21:00

2006-03-28T21:21:27Z

i need ambition to go to school; my mom told me it should be my future; but that lasted two weeks.
i really want to succeed in life, but i keep underestimating myself.

on a better note, i had my first runway show on saturday.
i think i did well,but the one agency i wanted to impress the most, i gues i didnt do well at that.
theres always next time.
i've been working nonstop, i guess thats a good thing, ill have good money
im just tired of not getting enough sleep because of it.

monday night i attended the spill canvas,the exit, and the straylight run show.
michelle has more talent then anyone i've ever seen or met.

if my scaner was working; this could have been a photo post

captivatelife @ 2006-03-16T10:23:00

2006-03-16T15:52:17Z

i'd have to say this past week has been one of the best weeks of my life.
its consisted of parties,disney world,beaches,universal islands of adventure,good laughs,long night drives,pool tables,watermelon and green apple, & the best times ive ever had.
i love all the people i've become close to, and i hope it stays that way.
i'll have all the pictures in a post soon.

captivatelife @ 2006-03-05T20:32:00

2006-03-06T01:33:31Z

spring break 06'
thats all i have to say.
its going to be full of roadtrips,beaches,friends,and good times.

captivatelife @ 2006-03-03T14:44:00

2006-03-03T19:47:32Z

my life feels like a story, with only one page missing-love.
i have everything i want, besides that one thing, which i know will come in time.
i cant complain about anything;
because everything negative in my life cant compete with all the positive.
the fair has been in town, and ive gone 3 times, and spent time with people who mean everything to me.
i met up with some old friends,and alot of new ones.
i couldnt ask for anything more.

captivatelife @ 2006-02-23T16:48:00

2006-02-23T21:53:25Z

im not the person i use to be.
im writing this to say sorry to everyone ive said and done things to in the past couple months that i usually dont do.
ive come to see how much change and new things ive been through latley
im becoming the person i never thought id be
i involved myself in harmful substances that i thought would make me feel good
but what i really needed was someone who understood
i look for love in all the wrong places & end up getting hurt

im sorry to everyone ive treated like shit latley.
im willing to go back to my old ways

i dont expect people to accept me as a friend again.
but i do want people to understand how i feel.

but theres other people i'd like to say thank you to.
who have been there for me the past months
that understood everything i was feeling.
you know who you are, you mean the world to me

captivatelife @ 2006-02-14T13:02:00

2006-02-14T18:03:06Z

this ones going to be friends only.
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